Look Up And Your Hopes Will Fall

babybida @ 2005-08-08T20:43:00

2005-08-09T03:43:54Z

See ya Livejournal.

babybida @ 2005-08-03T22:08:00

2005-08-04T05:10:17Z

Childhood Survey

1. What was the first car your family had?:
First? I don't know. Most memorable: This fatty 15 seater blue van.

2. What was the name of your first pet and why?:
Cookie Monster Granados. May she rest in peace.

3. How did your first pet die?:
Cookie was like 50,000,000 years old.

4. What was the name of your elementary school?
Kate Sessions and then I went to Valencia Park (represent!)

5. Who was your first best friend?
Nicole Elese Soto.

6. Are you still friends today, and if not, what happened?:
Why yes. We're going to play some San Andreas when she gets off work.

7. What was your favorite board game?
Life

8. Did you play house or other make believe games?:
Man.. Nikki and I had the most elaborate games ever.

9. Were you a Dungeons and Dragons geek?
For a day.

10. Did you sleep with stuffed animals as a kid?
I still do biatch.

11. Do you still sleep with stuffed animals?:
Yes.

12. Who was the first person you looked up to when you were younger?
My oldest sister Anissa. She had pink hair.

13. Who was your favorite relative?
Auntie Mary. She's the best. Filipino relatives all the way baby.

14. Were you short or tall in elementary school?:
Short.

15. Were you teased in school?
As all kids were. "Bridget the Midget" was probably the best name for me.

16. What was the name of your favorite teacher?
Dude, Mrs. Davies

17. What was the name of your least favorite teacher?
!! Ms. Wombat !! I don't know her real name. Shanda would know.

18. What was your best subject in school?
Math

19. What was your worst subject in school?
Uhm, I can't remember?

20. Did you do well in Physical Education?
Sometimes.

21. Were you clumsy when you were younger?
I still am.

22. Who was your favorite band as a kid?:
Nirvana.

23. What was your favorite movie as a kid?
Robin Hood and Aladdin shared the #1 spot in my heart.

24. Did your parents read to you?:
Yeah.

25. Did you have a favorite book?
The Password To Larkspur Lane. I was a Nancy Drew fiend.

26. What was your favorite restaurant as a kid?
Uhmmmm I don't know? We ate at home a lot because we're poor. =)

27. On what TV or movie star did you have a crush?:
Maybe Kel from Nickelodeon.

28. Do you now wonder what you were thinking?
Eh, don't think about it too much.

29. Who was your first crush in school?
First? Can't remember. Biggest: Yarin Sanchez. Yuck.

30. As a child, what kind of car did you want when you grew up?
Probably like an Eclipse because I'm asian.

31. Did your parents spank you?
Maybe?

33. Did your parents get divorced or stay married?
Stay married.

34. If they got divorced, how old were you when it happened?
-

35. Did you ever run away from home?
I've been the only one in my family who hasn't.

36. How old were you when/if you first got glasses?
7th grade. But I refused to wear them till like 9th or something.

37. Did you need braces or a retainer?
Needed? Probably. Had? No.

43. Both sexes – how old were you when you had your first real kiss?
13

44. Who was your first kiss with?:
Hint: Half filipino half white. He left SCPA for charter.

45. What was your first kiss like?:
Can't remember in comparison.

46. How old were you when you went on your first date?:
Uhhhhhm. 15.

47. Who was your first date with?:
Charlie.

48. What did you do on your first date?:
I don't remember.

50. How old were you when you first tried drugs?
Uhm. 17?

I sip epiphany

2005-07-23T04:12:15Z

Man, new Finch CD= WAY good. I'm a big fan. Thanks to good ol' Chuck.
(I always refer to him in the third person as "good ol' Chuck" and I just realized that's kinda weird.)

So I'm home from going to my brother's Master's graduation at Notre Dame in Indiana and visiting my sister in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. My brother's fuckin' awesome, man. He (Steven) just received his Master's in Education and will soon be teaching 6th grade English in Colombia. My sister (Alexis)has the cutest house in the middle of the woods and her daughters are real freakin' cute. It was nice being not in San Diego. (Screw grammar)

I hate USD already. I have so much motherfucking paper work to do like everyday and the only 3 they count for AP tests would have been for Statistics and i did NOT get a fucking three on that test.

I've turned into Holden Caufield, I swear. I think I speak more like he does everyday. =D

The Real You is playing on August 13th. Wahoo.

I like friends. I like a boy. I like summer. Wahoo again.

babybida @ 2005-07-12T15:20:00

2005-07-12T20:50:49Z

1. Name: Bridget Granados
2. Your Nick Names: bida, dida, dirss, bridgy, bridge, bird-jet.. aka: almost no one calls me "Bridget"
3. Current Location: san diego
4. Place of Birth: San Diego
5. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Fav. Color: Purlple
8. School: University of San Diego
9. Occupation: In a few days, it just may be Coldstone
10. Residence: Mira Mesa until August 25th
11. Screen Name: babybida

.::Your Appearance::.

12. Hair Color: Almost black with some shitty blondish red underneath
13. Hair Long or Short: It's pretty short now that I've cut it a billion times
14. Eye Color: Almost black

15. how do ur nails look: After the fake ones? Awful.
17. Do you have a crush on someone right NOW: The giddiness implies I do, but it may be a little more than a crush.
18. Do u like yourself: Just as everyone should.
20. Think you're attractive: Meh.
21. Piercings: Only one in each ear but soon the ol' belly button will be.
22. Tattoo: Soon "heaven" will be on my left hip in Chinese
23. Righty or Lefty: Righty

.::Your 'Firsts'::.

24. First Rollercoaster: Space Mountain
25. First cell phone: I concur with Chelsea
26. First best friend: Nik
27. First Award: Something from Kate Sessions Elementary
28. First Sport You Joined: Gymnastics, then I quit after a week.
29. First pet: Cookie Monster Granados =) May she rest in piece.
30. First vacation: Probably to DisneyLand with my big ass family.
31. First Concert: Damn.. no idea.
32. First ...True Love: Good ol' Chuck.

.::Favorites::.

33. Movie: Can't Hardly Wait is in the top five but I'm too lazy to think of others.
34. TV Show: CSI as of late.
35. Color: Still purple
36. Bands: I get into these like fixes, right now it's Gatsby's American Dream, Copeland, and The Real You
37. Song: Probably a Lauryn Hill Song. I love that woman.
38. Food: I always answer chicken noodle soup. Or ice cream =)
39. Drink: Diet Vanilla Coke
40. Candy: Zours
41. Sport : Baseball
42. Fav sport To Watch: Baseball
43. Brand Of Clothing: I honestly don't have one
44. Stores: As every asian girl answers, Forever 21
45. School Subject: It used to be history, but college has so much more to offer so we'll see.
46. Animal: TIGERS (white ones are cuter)
48. Magazines: Uhm, I don't have one.

.::Currently::.

49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Diet Coke
52. Online?: I'd have to be in order to do this.
53. Listening to: "Your Only Escape" by Gatsby's American Dream (Thank you Daniel)
54. Thinking About: Coming home on Sunday
55. Wanting: the thing I have "to look forward to" when I come home =)
56. Watching: Nothing

.::Your Future::.

58. Want Kids?: Yes.
59. Want to Get Married?: After going to Mrs. Robert's wedding, yes.
60. Careers in Mind: Becoming an attorney and owning a homeless shelter.

.::Which is Better With The Opposite Sex::.

67. Cute or Sexy: Oooh, Chelsea definitely is on to something.
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes =)
69. Hugs or Kisses: Screw or.. And.
70. Short or Tall: I'm short so everyone is tall.
71. Easygoing or serious: Toughy, both.
72. Romantic or ...Spontaneous: Spontaneity is romantic
73. Fatty or skinny: Skinny.
74. Sensitive or Loud: Those aren't opposites.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Those seem synonymous =\
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: That's weird. But yeah, doesn't everyone love a bad boy? .. psh...

.::Have You Ever::.

78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope.
79. Drank Alcohol: Si.
80. Smoked: Nope.
81. Ran Away From Home: No, but I think I'm gonna go live with my sister before college.
82. Broken a Bone: No way.
84. Broken Someones Heart: No idea.
85. L0VED SOMEONE: Of course, by my standards. There's always love with family and friends
86. Turned Someone Down: Uhmmmmmm, yes? I don't know.
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes.
88. Eat Sushi: After one bad experience, no.

.::Do You Believe In::.

89. God: Yes.
90. Miracles: Eh, it's relative.
91. Love At First Sight: Haven't experienced it, so I wouldn't know.
92. Ghosts: Yup.
93. Aliens: Illegal ones? Yes, I am one.
94. Soul Mates: I'm sure that kind of connection is out there.
95. Heaven: Uhm, yeah.
96. Hell: I have no idea.
98. Kissing on The First Date: Haha, apparently I don't.
99. Horoscopes: Every once in a while, but I get them emailed to me everyday =)

.::Answer Truthfully::.

100. Is There Someone You want But You Know you can't have: Don't think so.

babybida @ 2005-02-07T17:48:00

2005-02-08T01:49:46Z

Go see Dance Production.
The seniors have gone through WAY too much to have this thing not be seen.
Thank youuuu.

(Thursday and Friday February 9th and 10th at 7)

babybida @ 2005-01-31T19:44:00

2005-02-01T03:55:44Z

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ATTENTION ENSEMBLE MEMBERS WANTING TO TAKE AP GOV/POL.

2004-08-31T23:35:07Z

Sooooo building on the crap that our school has become, we've been informed that AP Government and Politics will only be offered during 3rd and 4th periods. Thaaaat's dumb for all of us who will be entering our senior year in any of the 3 dance ensembles. IM: babybida, cheeseamacaroni, or amanduhbananuh to get info on how to get that shit changed!

Thanks for your support and concern to try to make SCPA not such shit. =)

babybida @ 2004-08-27T00:45:00

2004-08-27T07:46:14Z

You can't fire me. I know your password.

<33

P.S.- The top links are fucked up. I'll fix it in the morn.

babybida @ 2004-07-17T22:23:00

2004-07-18T05:32:20Z

Basics

[ .001. ] first name: Bridget

[ .002. ] middle name: Colleen

[ .003. ] last name: Granados [it means pomegranates in Spanish=) ]

[ .004. ] nickname: bida, dida, bidabee, bub, bubby, bridgey

[ .005. ] gender: I think it’s called “female”

[ .006. ] age: 16

[ .007. ] birthday: October 30th

[ .008. ] height: 5 feet and 2 inches

[ .009. ] hair color: Dark brown with random lighterness entangled within

[ .010. ] eye color: dark as midnight

[ .011. ] race: Human. I hate that question, it’s inaccurately asked.

[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Glasses

[ .013. ] do you have braces: Nope.

[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: Long and will soon be how long it was in like 8th grade, with a bub load of layers

[ .015. ] where were you born: Sharps Hospital

[ .016. ] current location: Earth. You didn’t specify enough.

[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Scorpio =) It’s a funnnnn sign if you read about it.

[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: Little bit of column A, a little bit of column B. aka English and a little Spanish.

[ .019. ] nationality: I have several. I’m Filipino, Irish, French, Cherokee Indian, Spanish, Japanese, British (by default), and probably some more.

[ .020. ] bad habits: Correcting people. My sister’s influenced me more than she knows. I’m sure I have more but none that are clear enough in my head at the moment.

[ .021. ] piercings you have: Just one in each ear at the moment.

[ .022. ] piercings you want: Belly button and maybe another hole in each ear.

[ .023. ] tattoo:s you have: None.

[ .024. ] tattoos you want: The Scorpio sign or something that means “Strong” (Bridget=Strong in Celtic) on my lower back maybe.

[ .025. ] today's date: Dieciseis de Julio

[ .026. ] the time: 11:20 pm

[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: I did choose to do this voluntarily, so if I weren’t then I would have stopped. =)

Family

[ .028. ] mother's name: Patricia

[ .029. ] father's name: Esteban

[ .030. ] step-parent's names: I have none.

[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Esteban and Patrick

[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Anissa, Ginette, and Alexis

[ .033. ] favorite aunt: Aunty Betty-Ann

[ .034. ] favorite uncle: Uncle Tony

[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Both of my father’s parents. But though I never got to know my mom’s parents, I love ‘em anyway.

[ .036. ] worst relative: My Aunty Stephanie’s kinda mean.

[ .037. ] best relative: So hard to choose.

[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: If I pretend that I like them.

[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?: Not nearly as much as they think they do.

Pets

[ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes.

[ .041. ] what are their names: A single dog named Cookie Monster Granados =) I named her myself when I was 3.

[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Uno perro.

School

[ .043. ] are you still in school: Yes, I’m approaching 12th grade.

[ .044. ] did you drop out: Never.

[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: 4.43

[ .046. ] favorite year: 10th- Most strenuous with the greatest reward =)

[ .047. ] least favorite year: 7th?

[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs. Davies-4th Grade.

[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: I had this one like temporary teacher for Mr. Byrd in 3rd grade, she was a witch.

[ .050. ] favorite subjects: I like US History but I’m really not that great at it. Math’s fun. But it’s too hard because I’m a girl.

[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Biology

[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Depends. Sometimes both.

[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: I play every sport there ever was.

[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Mainstages, Music/Dance Concerts, Church crap, did Youth Court for a year… poo.

[ .055. ] are/were you popular: Yes. Mostly because your favorite band slept over at my house.

[ .056. ] favorite dance: How ambiguous is that? But “Nowhere Fast” –10th grade, TD Ensemble.

[ .057. ] favorite memory: One of them has to be the first time Charlie and I went to Mission Beach and ate dinner at the Red Hen, walked along the bridge, beach, and park, and then ate ice cream at Baleen. =)

[ .058. ] least favorite dance: Yet again an incredibly vague question. But to follow in the same genre as I did before: “Friends”-9th grade, Ballet 3-4

[ .059. ] least favorite memory: Being told someone had a girlfriend when I liked him and thought we were hitting it off.

[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Dude, I like hit myself a lot. And I have no idea how.

Favorites

[ .061. ] number: 9

[ .062. ] clothing brand: Poo.

[ .063. ] shoes: Pee.

[ .064. ] saying(s): Cresus Jhist I swear I have my own language. Ask a friend, they’ll clue you in.

[ .065. ] tv show: Friends probably.

[ .066. ] sport: Baseball. Definitely baseball.

[ .067. ] vegetable: Celery, but only with peanut butter.

[ .068. ] fruit: Apples!

[ .069. ] movie: A League Of Their Own. Mostly because it was the first movie that I just thought of.

[ .070. ] magazine: Cosmo =)

[ .071. ] actor: Me.

[ .072. ] actress: Me.

[ .073. ] candy: Zours. Man I love those.

[ .074. ] gum: Winterfresh.

[ .075. ] scent: Girl: Me? I wear Very Sexy and Strawberries and Champagne. It’s fun to mix ‘em.

Boy: Anchor Blue and Nautica. Yum mixture.

[ .076. ] candy bar: Snickers I guess.

[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: MAN! Oh Kathryn we’re soulmates. Peanut butter and chocolate!

[ .078. ] color: Purple. No contest.

[ .079. ] season: Yver

[ .080. ] holiday: Christmas =)

[ .081. ] band: I guess there’s no single favorite.. but how aboutttt Copeland, Mae, Armor for Sleep, Early November, Story of the Year, Boyz II Men *yeah shut up I know their not a “band”* and the list would continue if I had the attention span.

[ .083. ] singer: Ella Fitttzzzzgerald, Frank Sinatra, Lauryn Hill… Norah Jones, man… you name a jazz singer and add it to the list.

[ .084. ] rapper: Busta Rhymes. Seriously I love that man.

[ .085. ] type of music: You name it, I respect it.

[ .086. ] thing in your room: Yeah I’m definitely a fan of my bed. And the phone.

[ .087. ] place to be: Downtown Chicago when it rains =)

[ .088. ] radio station: No me gusta la radio

[ .089. ] tv channel: Pee.

[ .090. ] junk food: Pringles.

[ .091. ] overall food: I’m a carnivore. Give me meat.

[ .092. ] store: I’m still a fan of Forever 21 personally.

[ .093. ] shoe brand: Pee.

[ .094. ] fast food: QUIZNO’S

[ .095. ] restaurant: the Red Hen =)

[ .096. ] shape: Haha yes. The Circle. Because it has infinite sides. Seriously.

[ .097. ] time of day: dude Kathryn stole my me-ness. Twillight is sooooooooooo great.

[ .098. ] country: Well seeing as how I’m researching it, La República Dominicana

[ .099. ] state: MassaYorkIforniGiniaNebraskIda =)

[ .100. ] boys name: Adonis or Demitri

[ .101. ] girls name: Athena.. Yeah I have a Greek Mythology thing.

[ .102. ] mall: North County Fair

[ .103. ] video game: GTA III

[ .104. ] shampoo: Brilliant Brunette

[ .105. ] board game: No clue. Hm, maybe clue?

[ .106. ] computer game: Freecell. That is my life.

[ .107. ] car: A cardboard box with wheels

[ .108. ] music video: As of right this second, Anthem by Story Of The Year. Guitarist does like a midair fan kick =)

[ .109. ] swear word: Never thought about it.

[ .110. ] word: Bub.

[ .111. ] month: June or December

[ .112. ] cartoon character: Jasmine from Aladdin

[ .113. ] scary movie: I don’t find too many movies to actually be scary so I don’t really have one.

[ .114. ] team: Haha yes. Go team. How about the Red Sox.. Indians? Maybe?

[ .115. ] possession: I like makeup =) it’s fun.

What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear

[ .116. ] eminem: White.

[ .117. ] dog: Hot.

[ .118. ] hot: Butt.

[ .119. ] britney spears: Yuck.

[ .120. ] nsync: Oof.

[ .121. ] real world: TV.

[ .122. ] orange: burn.

[ .123. ] choice: 2.

[ .124. ] fuck: Sex.

[ .125. ] bisexual: You.

[ .126. ] black: Underwear.

[ .127. ] icq: Computer.

[ .128. ] insane clown posse: Scary.

[ .129. ] linkin park: Screams

[ .130. ] jack: in the box.

[ .131. ] rainbow: Colors.

[ .132. ] cherry: Coke.

[ .133. ] cucumber: Raw.

[ .134. ] shark: Jaws

[ .135. ] lifehouse: Beach.

[ .136. ] bats: Cave.

[ .137. ] leather: Belt.

[ .138. ] whip: Sadomasochism.

[ .139. ] america: The beautiful.

[ .140. ] water: Wet.

[ .141. ] volcano: Lava.

This or that

[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock.

[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock.

[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Depends on the mood.

[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock.

[ .146. ] rap or pop: Depends on the mood.

[ .147. ] rap or r&b: R&B.

[ .148. ] rap or metal: Rap.

[ .149. ] pop or r&b: R&B.

[ .150. ] pop or metal: Pop.

[ .151. ] r&b or metal: R&B… you know if you put them all and asked us to number then in order of preference that would have been a lot less annoying.

[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park.

[ .153. ] tool or korn: Tool.

[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Selena

[ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold

[ .156. ] winter or summer: Winter with no school.

[ .157. ] spring or fall: They’re the same.

[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira.. she was cooler when she only sang in Spanish though.

[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Eminem I guess.

[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson.

[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Oof… Garbage =)

[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: VH1

[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy.

[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: I hate both.

[ .165. ] football or basketball: Can’t decide. I truly care about neither.

[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: I don’t watch either.. Wait, I sometimes will watch Gymnastics during the Summer Olymics.

[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding looks less dangerous.

[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: Rollerblading’s easier for me.

[ .169. ] black or white: Gray =)

[ .170. ] orange or red: Red.

[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green =)

[ .172. ] purple or pink: Purple =)

[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: I care for neither.

[ .174. ] hot topic or pacsun: I guess Hot Topic. Pirate Hello Kitty =)

[ .175. ] inside or outside: Whichever.

[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Alcohol.

[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell phone.

[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Mechanical Pencil.

[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Powerpuff Girls.

[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo.

[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Uhhh.. Pokemon?

[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars.

[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: I like both?

[ .184. ] prep or punk: Whichever.

[ .185. ] slut or whore: Both =)

Private Life

[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yes.

[ .187. ] do you have a crush: No. =)

[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: Of course.

[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Yes.

[ .190. ] The story behind your user name: It’s a nickname because my family calls me “Bida” and I don’t really know why but I’m also the baby of the family. There you go.

[ .191. ] Jewelry worn daily: I don’t wear jewelry

[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: I wouldn’t know.

[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 2

[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: You can’t sum it up.

[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Charles Thomas Weller.

[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Several.

[ .197. ] please post it if you do: No.

[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: No.

[ .199. ] please post it if you do: I said I don’t have one!

[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Both. Nobody and I mean nobody can go by one or the other.

[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: Yes. Charlie’s my best friend.

[ .202. ] are you still friends: We’re going out aren’t we?

[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Everyday. And by everyday I mean I never have.

[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: Doesn’t everyone? No I don’t by the way.

[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: That’s scary.

[ .206. ] how about a little x: Nooooope.

[ .207. ] crack, heroin,anything else: Welll actually….. No.

[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Beer IS bad. Mr. No English Man.

[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: I guess not?

[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Yes.

[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Liquor?

[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: The kind that aren’t cigarettes.

[ .213. ] are you a virgin: No.. Kathryn and I birthed the world. I can’t be a virgin then can I?

[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: When Kat and I looked at each other last.

Would you ever

[ .215. ] bungee jump: Yessss.

[ .216. ] sky dive: Yesssss.

[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: I guess?

[ .218. ] scuba dive: I will in Hawaii this next year =)

[ .219. ] go rock climbing: NO! I’m afraid of heights.

[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: I sincerely doubt it unless I were homeless.

[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Never intentionally.

[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope.

[ .223. ] cross-dress: Don’t think so. But guys’ sweatshirts are more comfortable.

[ .224. ] lie to the police: Don’t think there would be a reason I’d have to.

[ .225. ] run from the police: See the answer prior to this.

[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Yes.

[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: No.

[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: Only with Chelsea.

[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: That almost happened because Charlie and I are stupid but not intentionally I wouldn’t.

[ .230. ] streak: If someone paid me? Maybe.

Your friends

[ .231. ] best friend(s): Kat, Nik, Kayla, Chelsea, Charlie

[ .232. ] known longest: Nik

[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Kat, Kayla, and Chelsea.

[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Kattttttttt, Chelsea and Kayla.

[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: 12.5… definitely.

[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: I don’t know?

[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Haha Kat =) And actually most all my friends I guess. There are always things to do to keep you entertained.

[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Yes. And by yes I mean No.

[ .239. ] craziest: Haha Sophia’s crazy I say.

[ .240. ] loudest: Chelsea’s loud =)… in bed.

[ .241. ] shyest: Kayla.

[ .242. ] best hair: Dude Kathryn you USED to love my hair! Haha jk. Uhmmmmmm KACIE CUSTODIO MAVIZ. And Chelsea.

[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Kathryn and Chelsea because we intentionally gross each other out.

[ .244. ] best eyes: Charlie

[ .245. ] best body: Uhhh, Chelsea

[ .246. ] most athletic: Kathryn =)

[ .247. ] sex symbol: Chelsea and I are definitely symbols of Sex.

[ .248. ] sweetest: Yeah I can’t choose just one.

[ .249. ] most impatient: Kathryn =) hahah jk.

[ .250. ] shortest: April.

[ .251. ] tallest: Kayla.

[ .252. ] talented: Kathryn Imler. I love that girls’ voice… Oh yeah also Dan, Adam, and Charlie. <3 Music.

[ .253. ] best singer: Oh, well I just gave you that answer. Oops.

[ .254. ] skinniest: Sophia Dao.

[ .255. ] nicest: Your butt.

[ .256. ] best personality: Your stomach.

[ .257. ] biggest drug user: Me.

Have you ever

[ .258. ] flashed someone: Uhhm Yes.

[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Hahaha. Yes. Too many times have I done that voluntarily.

[ .260. ] been to michigan: No and I don’t really care to.

[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: Thanks for the specificity and by specificity I mean there wasn’t enough.

[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: Nope.

[ .263. ] skateboarded: Yes.

[ .264. ] skinny dipped: Yes.

[ .265. ] stolen anything: A lollipop from 7-11 when I was little. I started to eat it in the store too.

[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long?: Wouldn’t that fit more under the category “Do you” because this is the first time I’ve taken this? And you’re not a person so I can’t kick your ass.

[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: No but mannnn that annoying bitch in the pink from warped tour.

[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: No, I’ve never been conscious in the snow.

[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: Nope.

[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Nope.

[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: Kissed but I haven’t made out with a girl. Except for Kat =)

[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Nope.

[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: Nope. I don’t go on vacation. Haha.

[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yes.

[ .276. ] been to another country: Just Mexico.

[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: As much as I think it’s disrespectful, my mother doesn’t act like an adult all the time, in my defense.

[ .278. ] got pulled over: I don’t have my license.

[ .279. ] go in a car accident: No.

[ .280. ] broke a law: Yes.

[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: Yes.

[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: No.

[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Yes.

[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: No.

[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: Ewww… like Nik’s brother Todd? Gross.

[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: Probably?

Opinions

[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: Somebody has to like it. I don’t.

[ .288. ] about boy bands: If they were more like Boyz II Men the world would be a better place.

[ .289. ] about flag burning: That’s their opinion and yeah it may be mean but I guess people should get out their anger somehow. At least they’re not burning like animals or something.

[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: If only religion weren’t such an impact. We wouldn’t have war. Too bad people can’t have beliefs and respect others with theirs. Dogma. I love that movie.

[ .291. ] about suicide: It scares the fuck out of me.

[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: One of the stupidest things in the universe. Trust me, I’ve been to the edge of the universe and back. Since there’s and edge of the universe and all.

[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: Yay.

[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: I’d like to be 26 and thinking about having kids, with a Masters in something =)

[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 yrs: I’d like to know but I don’t.

What did you do

[ .297. ] last birthday: San Diego caught on fire. Nik, Kayla, Daniel and Charlie came over.

[ .298. ] yesterday: Charlie brought me food and we hung out at my house.

[ .299. ] last weekend: Hung out with Charlie and Nik. That’s all I ever do.

[ .300. ] christmas: It was sad and boring. I missed my family.

[ .301. ] april fools: I do not recall.

[ .302. ] new year's eve: Went to Charlie’s grandparents’ house.

[ .303. ] halloween: Walked around with my nieces and nephews.

[ .304. ] easter: Don’t remember.

[ .305. ] valentine's day: Beach picnic with Charlie =)

the last

[ .306. ] thing you ate: Yummm Quizno’s.

[ .307. ] thing you drank: Diet Coke.

[ .308. ] thing you wore: Black and white striped one sleeved shirt and jeans.

[ .309. ] place you went: Quizno’s.

[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Hah, my ears when I was a baby.

[ .311. ] person you saw: My mom

[ .312. ] person you kissed: Charlie.

[ .313. ] person you fucked: Kathryn hahah.

[ .314. ] person you talked to: Charlie.

[ .315. ] full song you heard: Watched and listened to Finch live on Conan. =) live screams.

[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing right now.

[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Nothing.

[ .318. ] what are you wearing: What I said in question 308.

[ .319. ] any shoes on: No.

[ .320. ] hair: Down.

[ .321. ] listening to: Nothing at all.

[ .322. ] talking to anyone: Online? Ele.

[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: It’s making me procrastinate on homework but oh well.

Yes or no

[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: I’m Filipino. That answers your question.

[ .325. ] do you like cows: I don’t care.

[ .326. ] are you a bitch: Yes.

[ .327. ] are you artistic: No.

[ .328. ] do you write poetry: Sure.

[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: Used to be.

[ .330. ] can you ski: Nope

[ .331. ] are you british: Haha Adam is because that’s all he ever talks about. But notttt me.

[ .332. ] do you want to be britney spears: Never.

[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: What voices?

[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: Yessss.

[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: No.

[ .336. ] what do you think disney creators were thinking when they made 'alice in wonderland': The same thing that Lewis Carroll was thinking when he wrote Alice Through the Looking Glass.

[ .337. ] are you straight: Yes.

[ .338. ] are you handicapped: No.

[ .339. ] are you fat: Extremely.

[ .340. ] are you skinny: Of Course.

[ .341. ] are you short: 5’2’’ I say yes.

[ .342. ] are you tall: No.

[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: Nope.

[ .344. ] how about orange pants: Nope.

[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: Only in my dreams.

[ .346. ] are you evil: Yes.

[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: I don’t recall.

[ .348. ] is britney a whore?: Which Britney. Yet again your specificity never ceases to amaze me.

[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: Aren’t we all?

[ .350. ] am i annoying you: Who are you?

[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: I respect the bub.

[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: Yes.

[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: Yes. Haha the word “private” is so funny.

[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: I have before.

[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: A TIGER!!!! Or a bear.

[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: Some kind of meat. I’m an extreme carnivore.

[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: Yes.

[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: Both.

[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: Not always at first.

[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: Maybe some people.

[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: Heights, complete darkness, being alone in the dark.. there’s plenty.

[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: Yes.

[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: I don’t hang out with them much so I really couldn’t say.

[ .364. ] do you like spiders: No.

[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: Yuck.

[ .366. ] can you drive: Not legally.

[ .367. ] are you spoiled: Everyone is. Yes everyone.

[ .368. ] are you anti-social: When I’m cranky then yeah.

[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: All the time.

[ .370. ] do you see dead people: Yes.

[ .371. ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: I want my work to be done without me having to do it.

[ .372. ] any last words: Pee.

[ .373. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do? Homework.

babybida @ 2004-07-12T15:34:00

2004-07-12T22:36:58Z

Bridget can't ever use her livejournal cause her firewall blocked the page. Whatta weirdo, huh?? But this is Chelsea, updating for her. Bridget's having a lovely summer. She only saw me once, so it's not that great, but no complaints. Bridget also would have sex with Angelina Jolie, Jennifer Aniston, or Carmen Electra. Who wouldn't??

cheeseamacaroni: seriously...boys are mean...girls are....eeeee...i couldnt have sex with a girl
b a b y b i d a: haha
b a b y b i d a: yeah that's way gross i'd day
b a b y b i d a: *say
cheeseamacaroni: unless it was jennifer aniston or angelina jolie
b a b y b i d a: yummm or carmen electra
cheeseamacaroni: oooooh
b a b y b i d a: break me off a piece of that
cheeseamacaroni: i'd do her too
b a b y b i d a: yeah that's my three
cheeseamacaroni: nice....i think i'd agree
b a b y b i d a: i would do them in an instant
cheeseamacaroni: there's no one else i can think of
b a b y b i d a: yeah same here
b a b y b i d a: i don't think i'd do jessica alba
b a b y b i d a: she's pretty but i don't think i'd do her
cheeseamacaroni: no...she's annoying...did you see her on punk'd
b a b y b i d a: yeahhh
cheeseamacaroni: see....we need some personality there too
b a b y b i d a: but MAN i saw this like old picture of angelina jolie
cheeseamacaroni: ya huh?
b a b y b i d a: her hair was like super short
b a b y b i d a: like nobody could pull that off except for her
cheeseamacaroni: omg..........it's those fucking lips dude
b a b y b i d a: yummmmmm
b a b y b i d a: dude and her eyes!
cheeseamacaroni: YEAH!
cheeseamacaroni: and lets be honest...she's got some nice boobs
b a b y b i d a: and an ass for day
b a b y b i d a: *days
b a b y b i d a: hahah
b a b y b i d a: dude i just said that didn't i

babybida @ 2004-02-17T16:45:00

2004-02-18T00:45:50Z

Go See Senior Dance Production February 19th and 20th (This Thursday and Friday)!

babybida @ 2004-02-08T20:58:00

2004-02-09T04:58:33Z

butt

Failing Life is just easier

2004-01-04T19:57:07Z

Let me start off by saying that Kat's house was way fun. Kiddo you have so many gidgets and gadgets that are really fun, and the grrrrrreat pictures of me with my 6th grade hair and kim in mid-talking moments are just fweaking gweat.Once again, I apologize to you and Casey for intruding rudely and I hope you know that I had the most positive and pure intentions that just got entangled in everyone's negative emotions. I love you both and I hope I didn't fuck anything up too badly. Well since Kathryn's house was just so comfortable and my dream of being in a volcano I didn't want to go but around 10am, my mother arrived. This is where some complication starts but Charlie and I stay so positive about everything because we're way fweakin happy to see each other.

It started with every boyfriends' nightmare... Shopping with his girlfriend.
He was a real good sport about it even though I didn't really buy anything besides a sweater and more of my Strawberries and Champagne junks. Well after the lady he dealt with at the food court was a bitch, it kinda started to go downhill. We had to pick up my brother from my grandparents' house and my brother's been a dickwad to everyone, and I knew he was making Charlie inadequate and uncomfortable. Meow, dumb situation. Charlie's way more than I could've ever asked for and I hate how anyone in my family could make him feel otherwise because they don't know just how much I care about him. If I could pave the ground in gold on every step Charlie would make in his life, just so he could step on precious metal, I would. There's very little, if anything at all, I wouldn't do for him.

Happy New Year

2004-01-02T01:04:06Z

My new year's eve celebration was really enjoyable but my new year's day on the other hand is sucking some serious butt. Yeah, the serious kind of butt.. the most dangerous kind out there. Yesterday I woke up excitedly and meowly at 7 and got ready to spend the day at Charlie's. I got there at like 9 something and his mom just becomes more and more adorable to me every time we get to hang out. We had a crap load of movies that we never got to watch because either they were crappy, or we found something better to do. Anyways, we made our favorite lunch together (grilled cheese sandwiches) and hung out and we were really tired at like 3:30 so we went to lay down. We were so warm and comfortable we couldn't get up but we had to make sure we didn't fall asleep in fear his parents got home and saw us asleep and snuggling. Too bad we fell asleep. Meow, his mom called and woke us up and we got up and read some of the maddox site until his brother and mother came home. We hung around listening to music until we went to his grandparents' house. Yay, I don't think they completely hate me. I still want to know why they have 50000000 channels on their living room tv. Dinner was really nice and Charlie even switched it around so I got the cute cup with the Kitty on it saying "Meow" ! How perfect is he? Yeah, fun and rhetorical. So I'm not that great at Hummm..ble because I don't know a bagillion songs they have on the cards. Charlie and I cheated though aka didn't cheat. Kat will like this.. The song charlie had to hum was Deck The Hall for just our team. All he said was "ohhhhh" in correct key and I got it! Hah! But we wound up losing because his mom happens to know every song ever. Meow haha. We had to go in the back room and try to watch Johnny Mnemonic which we turned off at 20 minutes because it was just, awful. We left before midnight to go back to Charlie's where we were so tired the countdown was somewhat anticlimactic, but I still got to kiss him.. I enjoyed that.

Today's been lazy and filled with video games and anger running through my house. Meow. Happy New Year and may the world this year have prosperity, health, safety, and joy brought to children and everyone else who needs it. I know it's cheesy, but I couldn't be more sincere.

Hello, I've waited here for you

2003-12-31T03:29:45Z

I'm playing the Really Thankful For My Charlie game. I had one of those arguments (most teenage girls should be familiar with) with my mother about me doing things, growing up, college, my siblings, everything. Who knows if anything was accomplished, but at least I'm not experiencing her wratch any longer. Meow.

I really miss Choral and dance right now. I haven't been able to sing in a while from being sick and I wish that I can just sing again. Dance is gonna kick my ass when we get back to schoool. Most of all I miss Chelsea staring at my boobs in the locker room.

Sometimes, I'm angry.

2003-12-30T22:16:02Z

In my house, very little harmony. Sometimes.. well most of the time, I sure as hell don't click with anybody. It really sucks too that they're aware of it and pester, yell, annoy, and get angry at me also. I really don't want to be at home right now so luckily I have three days out of my house to look forward to.

Tomorrow (New Year's Eve) I get to spend the day at Charlie's and then to his grandma's for the nighttime fun. This will be the first year I've ever kissed anyone on New Year's.

Thursday's gonna be a whole lotta Dama and a whole lotta Mathryn. Big fun time sleepover at Kat's house where we're gonna play models. By the way, I think we should play board games... an strip poker ;).

Nik, looks like as long as you still aren't busy Friday, that shopping at Plaza Bonita is a go. Meow. I'll be looking forward to screwing around once we run out of money haha.

Looks like I've won first place in the Writing Dumb Entries Race.

Everytime I See Him, I Fall Deeper

2003-12-29T05:12:24Z

=) I can't even type right now I'm so crazy for him. Last night was really cool. Charlie and I got to talking after we hadn't much the entire day, and he made me feel so much better with what I was thinking about and I got to make him feel better about some of his sadness too. We have a tendency to recooperate quickly through the help of the other. During the summer we talked on the phone a lot and by the very end of July, we'd talk for about 8 hours and watch the sunrise with each other on the phone. The unfolding of a new day and seductive closure of sunset entrances us equally, so we like to enjoying viewing both together as often as we can. Meow. Well it had been a draining night and at about 3:30am we decided to get an hour and a half of sleep, have me call him at 5:00am so we could watch sunrise. Little did we know how tired we really were. I set my alarm and woke up but turned it off thinking it was a school morning. I wound up not calling him and he didn't call me and neither of us woke up until ten. It was still very meow.

The start of my day was pretty shaky on the other hand. Charlie was going to come over because we really wanted to see each other. He called around 11 saying he wouldn't be able to use a car and hoped that I'd be able to go to his house. With everything else, my parents (mother especially) makes everything into a battle sequence/soap opera. Tragic. She made everything so difficult when I offered an inconvenient solution and with her raging and ranting I just said fuck it. Once they left, it was just Buddy (my brother Patrick) and I. A little before one Charlie tells me he's on his way up and wants to get me lunch.. I know, how fweakin perfect. =) The day only got better. Once he got here we ate, snuggled on the couched, watched tv, got distracted [meeeeow ;)], and talked. Then.. dun dun dun, my parents got home. We took a walk around my neighborhood and I got kinda sad for a little bit about a stupid insecurity that I have and we didn't talk too much on that walk. When we got back to my house we sat on the curb and talked about us together and how much we actually mean to one another. My heart absolutely melted when we stared at each other for about a minute, and he got a little teary eyed. Of course I had to shed a few tears even though I had no idea what was going on. He told me that he just couldn't believe he was really going out with me, how alive he is when we're together, and that I was pretty. =) And then as I was wiping my last tear, I took view of a single shining star in the sky just as twilight was settling. He said my name, I looked at him, and the longest sweetest sequence of our lips gradually getting closer led to the most enthralling and captivating kiss I've ever felt. I was listless from his thieving of my heart. It was freezing outside and whenever it's cold, he balls up my fist into my sweatshirt and he breathes warm and slowly on it. I swear I'm going to have a heart condition from all the beats it has skipped. I have no idea how long we were out there but it was cut short nonetheless by my mom saying dinner was done. I'm glad he ate a lot, I got fatten up his skinny butt (but that's how chelsea and I like 'em.. that, and we enjoy being called fat compared to our boyfriends). After dinner we went into my brother's room and went on the computer. We're just really mushy and can't keep our hands off each other. Meow. Now here is the website that Charlie, my brothers, and I laughed at for about two hours. http://maddox.xmission.com/ Good Stuff. So at about 8:30, I sadly walked Charlie out into the cold and had to bid my farewells. But don't you worry all you hopeless romantics, there's still more mush =). I get cold really easily and my teeth chatter a lot. For some reason Charlie thinks it's cute and kept laughing because every time he tried to kiss me, my bottom lip was vibrating. Also, he knows that when I'm cold, I like to wrap my arms around his ribcage so as soon as we got outside, he unzipped his jacket so I could hug him. Meow. We looked at this blinking star for a while and I asked him if we could just look at the stars together one night and he graciously accepted the invitation. We whined how we never wanted the night to end and devised plans so that we could see each other again as soon as possible. He hugged me so close and so tight and just looked at me again. I could die in his eyes. So we finally kissed goodnight and I asked him to call me when he got home so that I would know that he got home safe, and I proposed that we could talk all nght again tonight. Meow =).

I hope all of you who didn't care to know any of this feel stupid for wasting your time. haha, jk.

GoodNight and FareWell

I want it to rain again

2003-12-28T01:11:30Z

the rain really calms me down. i never get scared of storms, thunder, lightning (well sometimes), hail, and the rain. i remember when we were on chicago tour i would stare outside while everyone else would fall asleep. i was also one of the few to think that the weather was true and gorgeous. i was so inspired i actually wrote one of my favorite poems on the bus. hah, that i had charlie, daniel, and kathryn critique. it just makes a lot of sense. comment on it if you will:

Your fingers preyed against the wet window
and I wish that I could feel your pain.
Too bad I've gathered your true intentions,
It's made me dumb-founded that you're so vain.
The sky screams in mercy, from the ungrateful us,
and I'll walk in pure ignorance
until abhorrence begins to rush.
But you'll still sit in that spot
looking naive, ambitious, and innocent;
I'll continue to wish that i were you
living in continual contentment.

It's pretty farfetched, but those of you abstract thinkers could possibly enjoy it.

Last night with nik, dan, and charlie was really fun. daniel's so adorable with how he acts around her =). and between all of us smacking each other, daniel throwing my shoe, "watching" those children next to us, making fun of the entire movie with nik, and of course cuddling charlie made the evening quite the enjoyable kind. After the movie we went to Island's to get some food quickly and soon have nik's dad pick us up. The reason for such of a hurry? My Mother. Everytime i go out, and i mean EVERYTIME, she has to make up some excuse as to why she can get mad at me. I just want to know how to be a better child for her. In a nutshell, she expects me to fail in life, even if she is the one to make me do so.

Today's been uneventful but not bad. Well, not horrible. I've done a lot of thinking because that's just what i do. I'm pretty abnormal (if you believe in that sort of thing) when it comes to the amount of how much i think. Literally, i just sit in my room and think. Logic, Philosophy, Theology, Matter, Love, Death, Hate, you name it, i think about it. And lately somethings just won't leave my head, and i think about it until it hurts to think anymore. i wish i could stop sometimes, but it happens for a reason i guess. everything happens for a reason. yeah i'm one of those believers. meow, whatcha gonna do?

(Twiddling my fingers in front of me excitedly)

2003-12-26T23:44:13Z

So i'm pretty fweakin happy for a lot of my friends right now..

Nik, for reasons that we're getting to hang out and that she danced around in her hello kitty underwear for me.. and for other reasons because you thought about it! like you sat there and you thought about it AFTER it happened.. i mean usually you would just tell me, but the reason you told me is because you actually thought about it! like you pondered, "meow" haha. and i pretty fweakin excited about going to the movies tonight, double date action if you will. mwaha

And then there's a bubby that i'm excited for, mathryn and i got all excited with her during footloose.. oh meow, how fweakin exciting.

and other people, meow.

Today i got to walk to 7-11 with nik. One of the most enjoyable and memorable past times that exist in my life, and hers as well. =) I didn't do the little angry kid stomping thing but i did get to do the excited little running in place thing. (so what if i act like i'm 10) and how about i play the wearing nikki's clothes game? okay! i win! and then tonight we get to see peter pan with charlie and daniel. and i'm really happy about that cause we're fun people, especially when we're together.

I just realized that i won the Writing a Pointless Entry Game

babybida @ 2003-12-26T12:17:00

2003-12-26T20:18:46Z

Let's play the I LOVE KATHRYN MATHRYN IMLER game!
-<3 bwidget

Christmas.. such a weird holiday

2003-12-26T06:33:52Z

so yesterday (christmas eve) was fun. i got to go shopping with my 7.50$ for my siblings with my nikki and my charlie. bought his present when he was with me and he didn't even notice; how cool am i? ninja turtles motorcycle.. oh how fun, ares just got some motorcycles too, they'll have fun with those. nik had a lot of fun buying presents for herself instead of her dad, that greedy meow. but charlie stayed for a little while longer at my house but then he had to leave, but not without opening the grrrrrrreat presents my family got for him haha. meow. then my sisters came over and we kept the kids (ahna, mia, and ares) entertained since they were sick and junk. but the dinner was warm and the presents were hilarious but most importantly, i was with as much family as possible.. and i miss that more and more every year. *sighs* yeah i'm an emo kid about christmas, but it's a long story and i just don't have the time tonight. though i do have to say that one of the greatest parts of my christmas eve was watching the kusi songs of the holiday seaon with nik and making fun of everybody.. oh the laughter. =)

and that brings me to today, by the way, MERRY CHRISTMAS =)
i woke up this morning and had to hold back a few tears. i remember when i believed in santa and the presents would be all over the living room and i'd wake up at like 4 in the morning.. meow, it just makes me sad.. it doesn't make me sad that i don't get presents really anymore, because i usually just feel bad that people spend a lot of money on me when it could be spent more efficiently. but i was lazy for a while today and i got to talk to amanda which by the way is my first livejournal friend (10 points)! she was the one to convince me to use this bugger. i think the comments link looks retarded but meow, oh well. but i then went to my grandma's for about 8 hours (yeah i know, holy butt that's a long time) and i got to play with my second cousins a lot. and if you didn't know, little kids are my faaaaaaaaaavorite =). meow. so i just got home and it's kinda late. and hopefully i can go to charlie's tomorrow or saturday or whichever day meow day. yeah, i'm pretty fweakin tired. so i bid thee farewell and wish thou a joyous holiday, and a peaceful night. oh yeah and be careful in this storm, it's a kicker.

So tomorrow's Christmas Eve... Wow?

2003-12-24T05:54:32Z

yeah yesterday i looked at the calendar and was completely oblivious to the fact that Christmas is coming up so quickly. meow.. anyways, today was somewhat of a waste. but AH HAH! i'm getting my voice back all the way. it really sucks that during the entire run of footloose, i was never able to sing completely because of this freakin flu.

i hope td (my brother that came home from indiana) and i get to hang out sometime soon because we barely do; i miss him. i freakin miss charlie too, holy butt. hopefully tomorrow will be exciting because i've shopped for a single sister and so i've got a lot to get done.the only real presents i'm getting are for charlie, nik, and kayla. my brothers and sisters and i are doing this thing where we have to get all of our gifts for our siblings (possibly including steve, brandon, malantrio, and charlie) for an inclusive total of 7.50$ or less. pretty fweakin cool if you ask me, since you did ask, aka i'm babbling.

so i've been a nerd and have been playing and beating old rpg's on supernintendo that i haven't played in years. yeah that was a dorky confession.. meow..

kayla called today, which was really good. i miss that forklift and i'm glad to know that she's doing better. and nik, i'm glad that you're smelly and that i love you and that you like his smile =)

i wanna play the being able to see charlie tomorrow and kiss him under my conveniently placed mistletoe again before christmas. but i'm glad that even when we can't see each other, his love still warms my heart throughout my day. (10 points for being mushy as crap)

first meow ever

2003-12-22T23:31:15Z

hoLy butt, what do we have here.. a livejournal kept by bridget.. anyways, it's been a slow day today but yesterday was somewhat eventful. my brother came in yesterday, i couldn't go to charlie's grandparents house (which sucked to the extreme), i helped my sister ginette finish her christmas shopping, and meow. i haven't seen my brother steven since chicago tour so it's really good to have him home. we're a weird bunch and it's good just to sit down and annoy him while he's trying to do something really important. this is such a weird season. i was talking to rosie markowitz [such a beautiful person =)] the other day and this seaons has such odd vibes. i don't feel like myself lately so i hope that changes soon. also, it doesn't really feel like christmas which = sucks so that's butt. man i miss mathryn a whole bunch. my aim info has a snippet of one of our infamous arguments about nothing which equals everything. it's strange how to each other, our insane and cyclic minds make sense. meow who knows.. and i miss charlie = \